me

Still haven't figured out if I'm separate from my thoughts. I have 3 more weeks left and back to work.. Just feeling like life is passing by and I'm not doing very much IN IT....... Michael's has been a real ass and just annoying to be around. Wish I could walk out of myself and away from this life into who I really want to be.. My creative self, painting, star watching, Wicca practicing, rock hounding, music gathering, sea exploring.......... Just so much more...... what is stopping me???? the 2 children still at home .. My husband,,,, money. Money?????? Not sure